I went to Govind Dev Ji on 1st January in Jaipur to pray for happy and prosperous year for me ... The line is same but this time i wanted this to happen in my life...
But 2012 came with bad news...My hope "CAT-2011" didn't turn into happiness..yeah it is worst than i prepared for it...I am in Bharatpur now...I deliberately wake up late..I was like ostrich in my blanket because when ostrich see any danger it burries its neck into desert believing that nobody would watch him but this is just a imagination . Same thing i did when messages were blinking in mobile phone..
I went to cyber cafe near by my home and clicked on internet explorer on computer screen...I entered google into url address...I was feeling that all icons were playing their bombastic role in this whole event.. I searched for cat result ...I entered my roll number with my shivering hands...My heart is pounding with its top gear and a heartbreaking percentile score was there on computer screen...You are thinking right i had tears in my eyes for a while...I failed again.. It is not new for me.. I had same feeling when i got failed in some of my papers in engineering days but in those days my friends were there to hold my hands...In those days i have other students along with me who had failed too which gave me satisfaction that i am not alone but in that cyber cafe i had only 14 inch COMPAQ monitor only.
I called my parents and told them about result.. As usual they said nothing to me..It is me who always disappoints them and never show good result which can satisfy them...I failed to give good news to my parents..
Now several things are going into my mind..Weather i should apply for B+ grade colleges or should do job..
As i was thinking the line of gerat Harsha Bhogle's book "THE WINNING WAY" came into my mind which is "when you got failed don't think about result you got but think about what you can do from that stage.. " I don't want to apply for B grade colleges because it will give me a package of average 3.5 lacs after investing 10 lacs.. Yeah it is investment for our parents or for our life...There is saying in Hindi "Doodh ka jala chach b fook fook kar pita h"...Same kind of feeling is with me after having degree with a regional engineering college...When you are confused several quotes from books come to your mind and all are contradicting to each-other..So another line from the clicked into my mind which is "Don't think about how will you get, think about how much you can do because if you take care of runs, dollars will take care of you"
So several things are blowing in my mind but i know i need patience and calmness because when you are calm best thought comes from your mind...
But 2012 came with bad news...My hope "CAT-2011" didn't turn into happiness..yeah it is worst than i prepared for it...I am in Bharatpur now...I deliberately wake up late..I was like ostrich in my blanket because when ostrich see any danger it burries its neck into desert believing that nobody would watch him but this is just a imagination . Same thing i did when messages were blinking in mobile phone..
I went to cyber cafe near by my home and clicked on internet explorer on computer screen...I entered google into url address...I was feeling that all icons were playing their bombastic role in this whole event.. I searched for cat result ...I entered my roll number with my shivering hands...My heart is pounding with its top gear and a heartbreaking percentile score was there on computer screen...You are thinking right i had tears in my eyes for a while...I failed again.. It is not new for me.. I had same feeling when i got failed in some of my papers in engineering days but in those days my friends were there to hold my hands...In those days i have other students along with me who had failed too which gave me satisfaction that i am not alone but in that cyber cafe i had only 14 inch COMPAQ monitor only.
I called my parents and told them about result.. As usual they said nothing to me..It is me who always disappoints them and never show good result which can satisfy them...I failed to give good news to my parents..
Now several things are going into my mind..Weather i should apply for B+ grade colleges or should do job..
As i was thinking the line of gerat Harsha Bhogle's book "THE WINNING WAY" came into my mind which is "when you got failed don't think about result you got but think about what you can do from that stage.. " I don't want to apply for B grade colleges because it will give me a package of average 3.5 lacs after investing 10 lacs.. Yeah it is investment for our parents or for our life...There is saying in Hindi "Doodh ka jala chach b fook fook kar pita h"...Same kind of feeling is with me after having degree with a regional engineering college...When you are confused several quotes from books come to your mind and all are contradicting to each-other..So another line from the clicked into my mind which is "Don't think about how will you get, think about how much you can do because if you take care of runs, dollars will take care of you"
So several things are blowing in my mind but i know i need patience and calmness because when you are calm best thought comes from your mind...
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